&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Friday, May 05, 2006
im gonna miss rachel and jiecai, even if i don't know him, its just too painful to forget someone i have known for years, and they just disappear like that. how am i to live without someone i have been with for years. this all just seem so impossible. will our friendship remain strong even after the years without meeting, or just grow weak after sometime, and turn into strangers when we meet again? i don't know and i really don't. i don't want my life to change, i just want it stay as it was, with everyone i love by my side. but it will never be the same again.

im gonna die in the competition of studies in 3e3, its just too stressful and hectic for me. i thought that the cometition will be good to me, then i'll persevere with all of them and do my best in the midyear exam. but now, it has turn out the other way. i've never felt so stressed in my life, and i don't want to. i hate to be stressed and controlled. maybe this kinda of life isnt for me, but i'll still have to go through it.

gosh, im in NO MOOD to study, especially after jasmine cried during recess when she saw rachel today. i really dint want to look at her, cos i felt that i was about to cry too. i said i wont cry, and seriously, i 100% garantee will cry one.

this is from weiting's blog, i took what it says about me, pple born in january. and this is damn true.100% true(:

JANUARY
Pretty/Handsome.what can i say? let's be truthful, this is damn true(:
Loves to dress up.mmm, okay la, when im in the mood.
Easily bored.it's very easily bored
Fussy.not really bah? at least i don't think so.
Seldom shows emotions.damn true, i don't like to show my emotions, unless i really cannot control anymore.
Takes time to recover when hurt.yes, and it takes a lot of time.
Sensitive.at times only la, like he said, i don't know how to look at the situation lo. haha.
Down-to-Earth.quite down to earth.
Stubborn.im stubborn until extreme that kind(:

arghh, wadeva. how i wish exams are over alr. and i said, I WON"T CRY.

&still trying to find a happy ending

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